Posted by Donna Louise on May 6, 2006, at 21:38:24
In reply to Re: Everyone PLEASE share your ENSAM updates?, posted by RobertDavid on May 5, 2006, at 23:28:14
I have been posting nearly everyday, they are just coming out all over the board, I guess. I am not real savy on thread starting, ect. I just write after someone wrote something I want to respond to. so there is some stuff there, basically I have been talking about problems with the thing not sticking. And somewhere on here I talked about how I have not had a great two days past. and rambled a bunch of speculation. It is on here somewhere. I have had some rage, and alot of sobbing, basically how I am untreated. I think my happy effexor withdrawal rebound is over and the EMSAM has not kicked in enough to to overcome these particular symptoms, probably i am not getting enough medicine. But I have no trouble sleeping, I am sleeping less hours per night and that is a good thing because I get hypersomnulant. I feel rested and wanting to do more and get out more. But I still feel worn out from the effexor withdrawal so not doing as much as I would if I felt better. I am worried about all this irritability but I am not blaming it on the patch, this is normal unmedicated hell for me. It has only been a week and I do have alot of moments of feeling depression free. Oh, I do take klonopin, I know that helps with the anxiety. I dont know how anxious I would be if I didn't take it. I can say this, I don't feel any more anxious than usual, maybe less, except for the irritablity which I know is anxiety in another one of its entertaining forms.
I will post more later. I am having a hard time typing now. I also have alot of real life stuff going on so I can't say this is all endogenous.Donna
poster:Donna Louise
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