Posted by willyee on April 25, 2006, at 7:49:49
Morning,well another day another fight huh?Last night after reading i believe martys posts i went back to an old style i had which worked in emergencys,dosing 5 mg increments of parnate/small dose of xyrem twice an hr.
Well worked last night from 6 on till bed time,till where i was able to stop the dosing and be ok.
Up this morning and has worked ok,but its kinda like a benzo for depression,its not very strong and is a constant dosing,regardless my point is i listen to some of you guys,even here mention me :HUSBAND THIS: and :WIFE: that,something starting to bother me latly prob as i gear in the direction of being 30 is i am not gonna find no one,its crucial i have my alone time to do weird stuff so i can face the day,im never gonna find someone like myself,i had my chance in my late teens before any of this to settle down,when i was "normal" i dident,now i am not "me" and fairly certain ill never be again ever,and ill never get to offer that to a girl again,lol nevermind guess its time to start full parnate dosing again least emotions are more nullified then.
Emsam is failing in my eyes as an option for me,that was my last ace.
poster:willyee
thread:636844
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