Posted by tepiaca on April 24, 2006, at 13:38:10
I think Im gonna explote , I have get a job of "waitress" ( well I apply for that but they have me doing very tired tasks like moving big boxes of sodas , nothing to do as a waitress Im what is called here in Mexico a Chacha, cleaning dishes, but Im going crazy , from 6PM to 4AM !! and believe me I dont rest even a minute , 9 hours completely with a very though work, the restaurant is full so stay still is not allowed and I have just get surgery 3 months ago in my left foot, so its hurts a lot . The worst thing is that they only pay me 50 dollars a week !!!! its not enough , my medicines are very expensive That is madness , working from thursday to sunday . now I understand people who go to America for a better Job. First time in my life Im doing this kind of job
I think this job is making feel worst , sleeping very bad , Im frustrated .
I didn´t know how hard was to work with depression and social phobia. Im almost sure Im quiting in no more than 1 week.
I am really looking in this moment for support words . Relatives here dont understand me , they
are not helpfull , they just keep making funy at me and even more because Im a "waitres" well not even a waitress. they all have good carreers in this moment, win good money so they take me as a joke and make fun on me
I think Im gona explote , my leg is hurting so much ,my sleeping schedule its a mess
Do you think I should quit ?
Now Im really doubting if Im gonna be able to work as an engineer . Im scared .
Extra xanax at the moment and more because the restaurant is full of people.
Im feel so terrible
Just looking for supportive words ! relatives dont do that and I need it please .
I feel very nervious
tell me someting please , any advice or something
Tepi
poster:tepiaca
thread:636569
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