Posted by willyee on April 19, 2006, at 22:18:20
In reply to Re: When is it time to try a MAOI? » willyee, posted by Crazy Horse on April 19, 2006, at 9:04:23
Not well,either i have a lot of strentgh from dealing with it,or people around me,but i usualy am able to stay at a min standered of life,and suffer mostly inside.
From time to time the pendalum will sway downard and that does frighten me,im used to living a unhappy life but i have to be functional,hygiene for example,haircuts,shaves etc,working out since im obssesed,and getting out at least a few times a week as well as keeping my bills in order.
But morning afternoon and night is a fight,my life is not a joyous one.
Im still at the same place,taking parnate,and playing mad scientist daily with augmentations ranging from Nurotion,to xyrem,to benzos kava ,beta blockers.
I think im at the point where its a love hate,i am really hating parnate now,i certainly could not take it alone as a primary med,however nothing else works without parnate as the bottom foundation like the bread on a pizza pie.My doc is gone,i seen my new one but he canceled because they set us on a 20 min med check and he said looking at the notes we wants an hour to talk to me before he just becomes anorther doc to hurl medication to my heap.
I told him i could live with that,as long as he promised not to yank me off parnate without warning,and allow me to slowly get off ONLY with a plan of action in place.
So i see him soon,till then every day is a new adventure.
WWW.MYSPACE.COM/REDHOOK23 is my newest homepage update if anyone wonders what i may look like,its hideous only a face mom could love lol.
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