Posted by Persephone on April 5, 2006, at 2:03:29
In reply to Re: drop the seroquel-med empowered » tygereyes, posted by CEK on April 4, 2006, at 21:45:44
A couple of years ago I was on parnate and klonopin. Yes, I am addicted to the Klonopin but I can deal with it. I have been on the same dose for over 5 years so no tolerance problem yet. I could not function without it. A small price to pay IMHO. It does not make me high. If your body needs it and tolerates a benzo, I don't think you will experience a "high."
When the parnate was not working quickly enough, the PDOC decided to add seroquel. HUGE mistake. The only reason she gave it to me was because there are so few meds that can be prescribed with MAOIs. Poor excuse to prescribe an antipsychotic! I tried it at 25mg/night and it was horrible! I felt nothing in terms of emotion. I was not sad but I could not experience any joy either. I think as someone mentioned it was like being a zombie. I just existed. Quit taking it and found a new PDOC.
I know how difficult this is for you but you must advocate for yourself. I am glad you are going to a new PDOC. Next, I would find a new therapist. If you feel the need to talk about past pains then find someone who will work with you on resolving/addressing these issues. This is about you, not the therapist! Since you have to live with your husband, only you can decide how to handle that situation. You may try talking with him about what you need in terms of his support; again, not about what he needs you to do.
I hope this did not sound too harsh. It can take a while to find the right combination of meds. Keep searching until you can find the right doc and therapist. I admire you for all you have done so far! It takes courage and energy to keep on truckin' in spite of all the obstacles you have encountered. Be proud of yourself.
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