Posted by deniseuk on March 21, 2006, at 6:36:50
In reply to How well can you mask your anxiety/ depression?, posted by detroitpistons on March 20, 2006, at 9:52:13
Hi,
I would say I'm very similiar to you, for instance today at work, I'm sitting at my desk forcing myself to do tasks, I have very little motivation and don't really want to speak to anyone if I can help it. I can talk to people but find it hard to muster up much enthusiasm about anything. Having said that I still feel hurt when I feel like I'm being excluded from anything even though I really don't feel like getting involved :-)
I think the only people who really know how bad your feeling are the people you are closest to.
I feel really as though I may as well just stay in bed for all I'm getting out of today.
This is all on 40mg of Seroxat, if I wasn't taking anything at all right now then the cracks would probably start to show. I don't go completely off my trolley but the anxiety gets much much worse and I'm constantly nipping away from my desk and going off for cigarrettes, my concentration gets worse and I feel like telling everyone and anyone how bad I'm feeling and how I just want to die :-)
Zyprexa really helps me and I should take it (my mum tells me to take it) when she can see that I'm very down. But then I keep stalling from taking it feeling as though somehow I can pull myself out of the depression.
Denise
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