Posted by tepiaca on February 2, 2006, at 13:43:32
In reply to Re: Sometimes I think meds make me feel worse...... » tepiaca, posted by Phillipa on February 1, 2006, at 22:36:34
> Tepi you feel better when you out? Why is that? Any ideas? Love Phillipa
Off meds I feel Im living. On meds I feel Im in other part but here.
Off meds I can cry , On meds I cant.
Off meds I enjoy being alone watching tv , On meds I can´t focus and I watch tv thinking in my disease.
Off meds I can salute people with emotion. Hello !
but then when I start to interact hell comes. On meds I can´t even say hello, well I can but I dont feel it. Im a robot. But also I can keep a little calm in front of the person and talk just a few wordsThere are very very good things when Im off meds. But I can fall very deep in any moment. I just need to leave home and I start to suffer. It seems meds give relief in some way but in the other they harm too.
Am I the only one that feel this?.
I remember last time when I left Nardil. I could stay 2 months without it. The difference between now and those days is that I was also taking a very small dose of Seroquel . Maybe that helped me to resist more time off meds.I only pray and ask god to let me have a normal life and be able to work. In this way I can´t do it
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