Posted by wanttobhappy on January 31, 2006, at 0:44:37
In reply to Re: scared of effexor and withdrawal, posted by DIJANA on January 30, 2006, at 20:56:26
I am so angry. I will try not to let my trucker mouth run off with me. I am just so very extremely mad!!! why, why, why? why can't i ever get anything done? why do i need meds? why am i so stinken tired? why do people put up with me? why does it always seem like money could fix things ( even when i know in the long run it won't)? why can't i function like "normal" people (i know the answer-it's a chemical imbalance thing right) then why does'nt it feel OK to be like this. if there is a valid reason and i am trying to fix it (trying out effexor xr) why is there so much GUILT? i know i have the answers for most of these questions, but they just tick me off!!!!!!!!! i really thought i was going to bettter thentoday i was just mad all day, not anxious or violent just mad. i lost 25lbs this summer wich put me just under 200lbs and i felt so good. now all i want to do is sleep and eat. eating is about the only thing i get off the couch for, well i don't get off the couch to eat. i get off it to make my food, then i return to the couch to eat it!!!!!! I know this is a rambling post that does'nt really require an answer, but i just had to get some stuff off of my chest.
thanks for letting me rant, not that any of you had a lot of choice.
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