Posted by fenix on January 28, 2006, at 19:43:02
In reply to Re: Dont do it!!!! » willyee, posted by linkadge on January 27, 2006, at 13:21:44
I disagree, you are taking the easy way out. I should know.
When you are in various pains, drug commercials and pressures from doctors make these drugs appear to be a dream come true.
Come on, who wouldn't want to escape depression and anxiety. Humans have been afflicted with this stuff for ever. Well, the drug pamphlets, the doctors who don't warn you of the horrific side-effects, the television commericials, they sure do make it seem like there is a very easy way out. Too bad it is a lie.
I know of many, including myself who have had their lives destroyed forever because of these drugs, it seems so common place for me to look on the news to find another illegal act done by a person that was on these drugs. Oh, and it really is the drugs fault let me tell you, these things truly disinhibit.
Before I ever took SSRIs and neuroleptics I was normal, I just had some anxiety. A very kind person who used his intuition to figure what other people were thinking, and thus so that conversations with them would be valuable. Yes, Providence was with me. However, after being on effexor for a few months I did disgusting things: I once saw a cockaroach lying on the ground and decided to eat it because I never ate a bug before and was curious, I started to get interested in Angelic Script and ended up taking a razor blade and cutting various scripts into my stomach. I was working at a store and asked a girl up front if she wanted to go into the back and have sex, I walked down the roads near my house to sacred areas of those fallen in wars only to spit at them and hump the monuments when no one was looking.... I did various other things of disgust, no one was hurt in the process however.
These actions my friends where all caused by Effexor, I was shocked after stopping the drug for a few months at the behaviour I was having. I once asked a psychologist I was seeing what Freud and Jung would think about these drugs, he said that they would've of probably been relieved. I strongly disagree, these drugs change who you are and why would any passionate man of the mind deal with such a travesty?
I have seen much of the destruction, the wiping out. Those with Tardive Akathisia (like myself) Dyskinisia, Parkinson's, diabetes, pancreatis... I then get defenses by people saying that it helped them. But, my dear friends, it is but an illusion, these drugs will catch up to you sooner or later.
I believe the greatest abomination of these past many years has not been terroism, but by our own "Doctors". The very people we look upon to help us in our desperate times of need.
Something is wrong, very very wrong.
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