Posted by Guy on January 22, 2006, at 11:54:04
In reply to For those who are losing hope, posted by DanielJ on January 21, 2006, at 23:07:48
Thanks for the encouragement...thoughts of suicide are once again starting to creep in. After 10 years of struggling with severe anxiety and just generally feeling sick I am beginning to wonder if death really is such a bad thing. When I look back to the time when I was a normal, functioning human being, tears come to my eyes because I know that is forever lost. I am 52 now and just don't know how I am going to bear this suffering until the end arrives. I hate the meds I'm on because they make me fat, lethargic and impotent. I used to be a 20 k runner with tons of energy and a great love of the outdoors. My big mistake was thinking I could solve my problems by popping pills...now I'm hooked and even a slow taper leads to unbearable misery.
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