Posted by gibber on January 17, 2006, at 20:15:23
In reply to Re: Is there something else I should be doing? » James K, posted by Phillipa on January 17, 2006, at 19:22:02
Oh i so relate!!!! Temps jobs (i'm doing that now), friends, lovers, and what does this all have to do with medication. All I can say now is that meds are just a tool for me, I'm still looking for that elusive drug or dosage that will turn my life around. I have only read that some people find it. I'm not sure what that means for the rest of us who haven't found it yet (keep looking). I often find my few friends a necessity rather than a pleasure. I know if someone were to love me, my depression would be better, but I always feel like I'm between a rock and a hard place when it comes to developing relationships. The problem is not being healthy enough to make contacts even though the connections will be beneficial. My low dose Nardil has enable me to work a little more effectively but I had to give up a music performance career a few years ago because of this damn disease. Thanks for listen to some philosophical musings, I'll hopefully see a talk therapist in a few weeks to vent this stuff.
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