Posted by chienandalusia on January 7, 2006, at 5:30:33
Hello,
I'm a 23 year old male and I suffer from depression. I seldom have much energy but I spend plenty of time contemplating suicide. I don't have any real friends. If I drink like 5 cups of really, really strong coffee then for the next hour or two I am fairly social. Otherwise I avoid interaction of any kind as much as I can. I have a terrible time keeping up with the daily chores of life. Like, I eat bad because I never have the motivation to cook. And I really hate to admit it but I've never had much of a real job. Right now I work for my mom's business and I would've been fired long ago if I wasn't her son. She doesn't give me a lot of responsibility, but I usually manage to screw up what I can. I never worked in high school and in college I only really worked one semester as a tutor. I had scholarship. I've only ever been successful in straight-forward activities. Anything that requires me to be creative feels impossible to cope with. I was able to get good grades in school because I could take tests well, but I never could really make any friends. Anyway, I'm terrified of all of the million decisions a person has to make every day. I have no confidence and I see only doom and gloom. I've tried Provigil, wellbutrin, zoloft, and sam-e without much success but I really like coffee. Do you think adderall would help me?
poster:chienandalusia
thread:596150
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