Posted by the anger without on December 6, 2005, at 15:25:59
In reply to I get ANGER, too, posted by med_empowered on December 6, 2005, at 3:50:04
Thanks med-empowered...you have told me what I what/need to hear..there is light after dark.
Went my MD today..she increased my cyclowhatever
up two pills...another ten mgs as I wasn't able to sleep. She wants me to do Celexa as well come the new year. Do I have to live on meds to be 'normal'? I'm still in the dark ages re keeping mental health in the closet (a good catholic guilt thing) I'm an atheist now and still can't accept that I have 'mental illness'.
Maybe I'll take a step now and go brush my teeth.
Small steps...must lead someplace even if it will take a while. I'm very unfamiliar with the drugs you mentioned so will do a little research. Seeing a psychologist Dec 23. Daughter in for jaw surgery 9th and thru the 'high-low-days' so maybe that will help take my mind off of 'me' a bit.
I just can't figure out how one day...or for years I can live without this fury and then suddenly I'm possessed. Having someone to confide in may work..as well as concentrating more on today that constantly thinking and preparing for the future. I do have a mulitiude of things to be angry sorrowful hurt about, but I though all that was behind me. Maybe I just am looking for some attention instead of giving it all the time...odd way of doing it though I'd have to say.
I live a really different life than many people and I think I'm very angry about that...I want to be 'normal'..gee that word is overused. Anyway, thank you for giving me some hope and some ideas...ir looks like you have discovered a lot about what works for you. Thanks for sharing.
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