Posted by rjlockhart on November 30, 2005, at 21:44:54
I have been some what dianosed with hypomania. Which i dont know if i do, i somenight have had the most enjoyable nights with stimulation. It usally starts around 6:30pm, it usally feels like going to do things, but sometimes i get freak out during these periods. Feelings of high Confidence, self esteem, on the edge ready for any thing. I usally sit on my couch and wait until it hits, sometimes it doesnt.
Right now im having a mild one.
Anyways, i dont know really how to explain, a feeling of euphoria but it is more edgy. Sometime nights there is is just anxiety edge, into Panic Attacks becuase i feel an inbalance. I usally have panic attacks when i feel an inbalance.
Periods lasts 6:30pm - 10:00pm some nights are the most intense feeling of self awareness, i turn on the surround system hit it with music.
I feel good about myself that I usally dont. I feeling of self-acceptance even what others think, i dont care, it feels like im on pure amphetamine. "get with it"
WHEW man it is really turning up! I'm listening to U2, sneaker pimps, madonna, dave matthew's band, i dont know why, on my computer.
Well before i go into my life story, i want to stop for the night, it usally is going to tone down around 10.I dont know what to do but it is fine, it goes away.
I would not dare take a Klonopin during these this.
Anyways, you all have a great night!
Matt
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