Posted by spriggy on November 28, 2005, at 17:57:53
In reply to Re: YES, YES, YES! » spriggy, posted by Meri-Tuuli on November 28, 2005, at 16:26:06
You mean my "mental" diagnose or my physical?
My mental so far was possibly BP 2 and GAD with panic attacks.
That was from a regular GP, the psych said I didn't have a mental disorder ( he spent a total of about 5 minutes with me before declaring that!) and said I simply had akathasia.
So who knows????
I know one thing- I feel "normal" for a while (mentally), then I go through periods of EXTREME agitation/anxiety, and then I go through depression..
And thus the cycle goes.. I thought i was officially better and Klonopin was helping (with the anxiety) but then got smacked upside the head with dark depression again.
Now, I am officially struggling with that again- the kind that makes you not care to live (except that you love your family)- so you do your best to pretend you are okay when inside you are dead already.
Know what I mean?
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