Posted by maddy4 on October 18, 2005, at 15:29:40
In reply to maddy4, posted by Glydin on October 15, 2005, at 7:45:45
hey - so today marks my 9th day on 5mg of lex. still a lot of panic but the klonopin and xanax are helping. i usually wake up having a 'heart attack' and have to take a klonopin at 6am which makes me feel like a druggie - but i know it is for a reason so i am not beating myself up abt that. i am however beating myself up for still not being able to take dd to parents day out. its not a big deal if she doesnt go but she likes it....if you remember that is where i had my two mother of all panic attacks (taking her there - which led me to make the call to get on a med) so, not feeling the love from DH on this front....who wants her to go. am going to try to take her thurday but the thought makes me ill. i still just WISH i could GIVE myself time to 'heal' or adjust w.out responsibility of facing that. its irrational but the fear of an attack is so real. and we all know what that feels like. and that sucks. trying to be positive. walking more each day - abt 2-3 miles 5x a week - so no weight gain. do crave wine though. hope wine is ok to drink b.c at night i drink it. i am only taking one klonopin in the am and one xanax - although he said to take klonopin 3x a day to get it in my system. maybe i should take at least 2 - but i dont like taking anything at night - i sleep fine and would rather have wine than klonopin. now im rambling.
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