Posted by 4wd on October 15, 2005, at 22:30:36
In reply to Re: Does this have something to do with meds? » 4wd, posted by Sonya on October 15, 2005, at 14:05:31
> > What form of BP do you have? I think I am having ultra ultra rapid cycling.
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> My pdoc diagnosed me as "atypical bipolar". The hospital said "Bipolar II or Bipolar not-otherwise-specified". Take your pick. If you're rapid cycling that intensely, you really need to start a mood stabilizer quickly. That type of mood disorder is just awful. Please get help.
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> Take care.
>Well, "just awful" is exactly how I feel for the first 10 hours of the day. Klonopin really does help tremendously, though. I didn't realize how much it did help until yesterday when I decided not to take it (took Atarax instead to see if it would help). And yesterday was God awful. Of course Klonopin is a kind of mood stabilizer.
You know, when I am feeling like that, I truly feel desperate. Right now I feel okay and calm and almost normal. It's even hard for ME to believe that a few hours ago I was so scared I wanted to jump out the window. I just don't get it.
Thanks,
Marsha
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