Posted by 4wd on October 14, 2005, at 20:58:02
In reply to Re: If I have to start a mood stabilizer...? » 4wd, posted by Sonya on October 14, 2005, at 7:34:50
Thank you all. I believe I am experiencing ultra ultra rapid cycling. I wake up full of agitation (that's what wakes me up, three hours too early). I'm scared and full of terrible nervous energy. This sometimes stays all day and then I feel okay at night. Other days, I have spells of the deepest depression one minute and terror the next. Sometimes both at the same time. I feel hopeless and like I can't control my brain and sometimes suicidal because it's all driving me crazy.
I know how I react to all the ADs but I have no experience with BP meds at all. I am terrified. I've read that bipolar with ultra rapid cycling or mixed states is hard to treat.
Marsha
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