Posted by RWF on October 4, 2005, at 6:40:21
In reply to Re: Ativan and Klonopin, posted by tizza on October 4, 2005, at 0:28:46
Yesterday I chose to take three Ativan throughout the day (0.5mg 3X) instead of taking one Klonopin 0.5 milligrams in the morning and 0.5 milligrams at night.
I woke up at 4:00am this morning out of a sound sleep all wired up and I felt like I just wasn't myself.
I began to pace and then rapidly begin to think the usual harmless Obsessive suicidal and homocidal thoughts.
But the weird thing about it all was that I began to sing loudly too. Damn near waking my son.
Now I know you all don't know me but this is not my usual behavior. It never was. I feel like I am either cracking up to the point of really losing it or maybe I am just scared and trying to take my mind off the issues.
I am scared of the Klonopin because I am scared of withdrawal, but the Ativan is worse.
I am toying with the idea of handcuffing myself in the basement and quitting cold turkey.
Thanks for all your support.
poster:RWF
thread:562300
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