Posted by Paulbwell on September 23, 2005, at 0:18:43
In reply to Re: severe amphetamine trama, posted by Declan on September 20, 2005, at 19:42:57
> When I tried taking methamphetamine everyday I ended up with a feeling of terrible inner tension after a while. Not something benzos could get rid of. A feeling of a tight spring inside me being overwound. But I had no unusual problems taking it occasionally.
> DeclanHi Ya!
was this Medical Methylphetamine, (Desoxyn) or street Meth?
I experience a similar effect if i go without methylphenidate for a few days,(eat more, want to smoke, slowed down) then take 20-30mgs in the latter part of the day-when i start it again, and it has an almost reborn effect! i feel still, calm, centered, and the best part is THE OVERWHELMING CONTENTINESS OF JUST BEING IN THE MOMENT-JUST BEING. (which is what-i guess most folks experience naturally)-a wonderfull, wonderfull, feeling of being content just "to be" with my family.
Cheers
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