Posted by maddy4 on September 21, 2005, at 19:44:14
soooo, i am not taking the lexapro today/tonight - cant cope - too drugged feeling.
will see what tom. brings and let some of this get out of my system. then maybe get the nerve to try 2.5 mg instead of 5. or else do nothing. maybe just xan.
ssri's scare the crap out of me - they did before i took the plunge and my reaction to it confirmed all of my fears.
my eyes are still majorly dilated - so i feel like i am on large amounts of dextramorphin - finally found one page 'lexapro pharmacology' site that listed dilation as a RARE SE.
anyway - msut do smthg to get anxiety / panic under wraps - dont know what - dont want to be a brain fried zombie - dont want to feel so weak for taking a drug- hating this! but not depressed at all - just kinda over it - over the panic - over ADDRESSING the panic.
i want to WANT pizza, relax and be like i was a week ago today. what changed?
also - lex has me in the back yard smoking at night - i had been smoke free for so long - i CRAVE them on lex. what is that?
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