Posted by dippy on September 10, 2005, at 8:28:41
A couple of weeks ago, I had a terrible day at work. I started taking shots (alone) when I got home. Then, I went out and drank until 4 in the morning.
The next day I felt like hell and the thoughts returned regarding my job stress- which made me drink in the first place. I upped my wellbutrin (XL) to 300 because I spent most of the weekend in bed, crying. I also wanted to die. I was a mess the whole weekend.
So, the WB has helped at work a bit. The fits of rage were a bit out of character, but I think they have subsided.
Anyways, so yesterday my boss lays into me- being the arrogant person that she is and made me feel like crap. All I wanted was to drink myself into oblivion. So, I came home and downed some wine (alone), then went out and drank more.
Today I'm not all crazy and crying like before, but I'm pissed because my job leads me to these binges. People at work always say that they leave all of their work stress at the door when they leave the building. I wish I could do that. Instead, I forget about it through drinking (only on weekends). Can anyone relate? Got advice? Help!!
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