Posted by willyee on September 8, 2005, at 19:07:06
I recently had been thinking about how usefull these meds available to us are.Also are we so depressed we accept and welcome a comptly mediacore response at best,and feel good about that?
Are we getting real treatment available to us.Well a simple thing i thought about,laughter,yess maybe i have a good or fair there mostly,but when and how often was the last time i laughed,i mean truly laughed.
I remember trying the supplment Phenibutt,three hours after taking it the chemical snuck up on me at work,scared senseless sense i couldent see i did all i could to make it to my ending shift.
On the way home however,i started laughing,no reason,just laughing,i was laughing i believe at myself changing words in my head to a song i was listening to.
But the laughter honestly hurt,it was so intense my chest hurt.Now maybe not to such an extreme,but i thought MY GOD i have not laughed like that in almost a decade.
Now i stopped phenibutt due to the many many factors and never tocuhed it again,but i have thought of this.
I watch other people,and see them laugh with no effort,spontainously,me i push out a giggle or smile.
Is this just a personality trait,or has anyone else come to find they have not truly laughed in a very very long time.I wonder just how effective can a ANTI DEPRSSANT be if i havent laughed in such a time?
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