Posted by felixbabble on August 27, 2005, at 18:03:27
I posted a few days ago but got no reply.
I am terribly depressed, I have had few "high" feelings but none for a few weeks. I am totally hopeless. I have had professional care, sorta, for the past year.
I have been on Lamictal for most of the last year, currently taking 200mg. I was on celexa and didnt feel it did anything for me. I was also on serequel for sleep but it made me feel groggy and didnt even make me sleep that well.
I have now started taking Restoril (For a week so far) for sleep, but it does not seem to work. I am
also starting Effexor on Monday.I have a final next week, and I really don't care at all. If I fail I may get booted out of school, and I really don't care.
I have feelings some times of why go on, whats the point? Sometimes I think I should end it, sometimes I wish something bad would happen to me.
I really can't se anytype of future at all.
Has anyone else had a situation like this? or these feelings.
Here is the post that I didnt get a reply to, I posted it twice on the same day in "newbies" and here in babble, the only response I got was to the one in "newbies" telling me it was moved to babble. So now its in here twice.
http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/20050821/msgs/546924.html
poster:felixbabble
thread:546370
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/20050827/msgs/547329.html