Posted by willyee on August 12, 2005, at 13:28:58
Ok so i go back to a regimine i used when i worked around xmas,tell me does this make sense to anyone please?
30,40 mg parnate or higher or lower offer little to no relieaf for anxiety,and depression and MORE SO has been knocking me out keeping me in bed fatigued and depressed.
This morning i added 1 vivarin,pure caffiene tab to exact 30 mg parnate.
Instant depression relieaf and anxiety,i move around and so on,and able to get things done horrid depression in my gut is gone.
Now i can not tolerate or like caffiene alone,no way,but with the 30 mg of parnate i feel parnate active more than caffiene,as if its making the parnate work and the caffiene itself is hidden.
I get at least 5-6 hrs relief on this before a another repat dose,taking in 2 tabs of caffiene a day.
So im wondering,this is a hell of a lot of caffiene aint it?But its the only time i have felt better,should i be concrened then,its not as if im just taking it and getting amped,its more to kick start the parnate,it actualy calms me.Still the same im wondering does caffiene cause u to be defficient of any chemicals or anything that i should maybe be supplementaing.ALso this make me non depressed,however the things it lacks is any desire to be social,or to just relax or anything,its just a desire to exisit and get things done.
If i can add something between these doses to hit on social avoidance,and just overall relaxtion id be fine with the anti depressant effect of the combo.
Any suggestions,benzos dont work cause the combo is not where im stimulated,i can actualy sleep,its just activating,not stimulating,so i need something that will give me social desire but not be sedating.
The only thing i can think of is taking out the caffiene tab and adding a semi stimulant anti depressant but what can go with an maoi other than dexadrine?
Id like to add adfranil but have no clue if its contradicted.All i know is as weird as it sounds,without the caffiene,parnate offers no relieaf at all,and has been keeping me knocked out asleep,i have no idea why its so effectious with caffiene added to it.
If anyone has any thoughts on my situation feel free to comment,im frustrated but for the first time in a week i have been up and about with no "effort" and i dont have any depression soaking within me.
Even with caffiene being as bad as it is,how can i question it when its simply helping me?
poster:willyee
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