Posted by rjlockhart98 on July 10, 2005, at 21:38:24
In reply to Re: When does Schizophrenia manifest?, posted by rjlockhart98 on July 10, 2005, at 21:01:49
my symptoms are the following:
An sudden 'aura' of feeling alerted awareness, feeling there is something errie around me.
Eyes get Bigger, increased breathing.
A feeling that i will start seeing things.
Sometimes i will see some object "mildly" swerve, distort, i will really get paranoid i need to get to the doctor.
I pray and belive that God will heal me, i dwell on a verse In 2 Corinthians 10:5 Paul tells us how to deal with our negative thoughts. "Cast down imaginations and every high thing that exalts is exalted against the knowledge of God and bringing every thought into captivity to the obedience of Christ."
I pray and pray. I get on prayer lines, the 700 club. I belive God heals illness.
I have been going to pastors and healing crusades for a cure for any mental illness. Still i havent been directly healed, but i belive this is something i must convince my self i am normal.Currently i take
Clonazepam 4mg - reduced soon becuase of Symbyax
Symbyax (Zyprexa 6mg / Prozac 25mg)
Restoril 30mg
Discontinued:
Lorazepam 6mg daily. Did not ease panic or phobic symtoms at all.
I definely am not in denial, I am aware of EVERY symptom that goes on. I think i think about it way to much.
Anyways, sorry about the babble.
Matt
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