Posted by cockeyed on July 7, 2005, at 0:25:21
In reply to please can you give me your evaulation of me, posted by rjlockhart98 on July 2, 2005, at 22:40:20
hi, yeah I can evaluate you. I look in the real mirror and the shards that are in my mind and I say, why hello me.
I think this board is exackly for the purpose of evaluating going nuts, whacked, wrecked, ruin't, f*d up, etc. Man, I am confused. Dazed and confused. All these meds. I just can't get enuff wonderful stuff. right now I hope a coupla handfulls of gabapentin...okay 600mgs will keep me from the rampage I was on over the 4th. even if it was mostly doin' in my own head. I insulted a true poet because I was nuts with envy, I hammered my wife, and I blew apart what sanity I'd managed to get by not drinking the sacred water of whiskey and vodka mixed...God, I'm glad I can make a fool of myself here because my family won'twon't accept it. I'm just being self indulgent. Christ, it ain't easy-John Lennon. I'm nuts, mentally ill. But that does not count. so here I can be the idiot I am. You're in the right place. Man, f* 'em if they can't take a joke. Here you have the right to be...whatever you are. Why be embarrassed? Of course, me giving advice and evaluations is just plain ridiculously ludicrous. Screw it: i'm nuts. Don't want to be but right now I am, been here before and don't even have a damn tee shirt to show for it. So I'll just babble on. I apologize anyway, cockeyed.
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