Posted by portage on June 20, 2005, at 23:55:25
In reply to Re: hello, im back...... if thats ok, posted by rjlockhart98 on June 19, 2005, at 22:35:46
> Hello portage,
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> I believe you told me in your other post, that you saw 'frames'. I have never experienced this dissociation before.
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> Usally how my panic starts, is time sort or 'slows down' i feel im sitting in slow motion, not exactly but everything around me. I will start to feel 'errie' and 'fear' will just come out of no where, and i get that feeling there is something 'wrong'. THis usually sets off adreanaline shoots, i get up and feel im ready for anything.
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> I feel that i will lose sense of 'intake' such as information, everything will freeze, and i will go insane. THat is a great fear i have.
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> im sorry i havent awnsered your other posts, you seem to have more extreme measeures. When its starts, does it feel like a egg cracking somewhere over your head, then the yolk flows down 'numbness'.
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> Sorry i dont have much time, but take care.
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> Matt
matt. hi
i havent heard a description so uncannily simmilar to mine. yes, sort of like a yolk except that it starts in my fingers and gradually moves up and down my body.
but you say you feel like you can take on anything when the adrenaline flows, while i feel the need to curl up and protect myself. my whole body twitches, especially my legs.
yeah, durring the worst ones i see in frames, thats indescribable. but i hope i dont have you worrying that that will happen to you..
i feel like i'm going to get left behind, or "stuck" like you said.
i dont think that would be described as dissociation...but a slowness of sensory registration.but REMEMBER i never DO get stuck, neither do you. and it does pass. then theres such releif when its over.
and there are always more drugs to trylinkadge offers interesting advice...have you ever tried an anticonvulsant or had an eeg?
for me, i wonder if i sometimes have a panic response to a seizure. it seems to make sense.
do you ever take recreational drugs?i dont know what else to say. i need to get dormant.
ciao
portage
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