Posted by partlycloudy on May 9, 2005, at 13:13:33
After a week at a half dose of 100mg, and a great start - hello, energy!, I'm a quivering mass of anxiety and still depressed. I found I was having to take xanax to counter the anxiety that the Provigil caused.
I threw in the towel at work, unable to pull my act together long enough to get through 8 hours at a whack without bawling my eyes out. ugh. ugh. ugh. I swear my boss looked relieved when I told her I'd be leaving. But to have to say out loud that I couldn't say when or if I'd be better - well, that feels really crummy. Not that I remember what "normal" feels like - my life these past many months has been depression, anxiety, panic attacks, and probably 3 whole weeks in total of hypomania so mild it masqueraded as getting lippy at work, and having enough energy to start many little projects at home (and finishing *none* of them).I am so over this.
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