Posted by iforgotmypassword on April 24, 2005, at 18:16:50
In reply to Re: lowdose ap causes sleep. movement problems?, posted by Phillipa on April 23, 2005, at 19:19:53
that i have serious problems with my dopamine system or something definately of that nature. sometimes when im in a bed i totally feel like i am getting parkinson's disease or something. sometimes i really feel like i am going to die. like to paralyse (or to have lost voluntary movement) myself at the bottom of my filling bathtub. i cant stop writhing, moving my mouth around like crazy, getting up to pace like mad (which seems somewhat saner, but can easly lead to my outbursts of anger.) oh god its awful, i dont get the strange jerks in my shoulders and arms often anymore, but i get myoclonus ALL the time. :( i dont know whats wrong with my brain. ive lost most of my youth and now im almost 21 and i have had no life to show for myself, just depression and impairment.
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