Posted by linkadge on April 24, 2005, at 9:28:16
Oh sure, clomipramine helps a bit, but I am so apathetic on it. Somtimes I just sit and stare blindly for an hour.
I know there is more wrong than just serotonin.
I tried a combination of a MAO-B inhibiting herb and DL phenylthyamine and I felt good, a little anxious but different. More like myself. I was out the whole day, going to garage sales etc.
It was like my lifeforce was back. I wanted to live.If I was going to continue with this regement I would want to take selegeline since I really can't trust the content of herbal products.
I went back on clomipramine today, and instantly felt more suicidal, apathetic. Started thinking about how my brain was dammaged etc.
Getting a prescription for selegeline would be like pullig teeth.
Oh goodness, I'm going mad. I don't know whats wrong with me.
Linkadge
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