Posted by NightStar72 on March 30, 2005, at 13:50:31
In reply to Re: Abilify and Zoloft, posted by banga on March 30, 2005, at 13:40:33
Lamictal, thanks for the word on the medication possibility.
I am still down, but not acting out as I had before, for the most part I am lonely, keep posting everywhere since I don't have a social life here I just live on message boards.
I have promised to give my ex space, but I feel often that he don't love me, or just rejection out right. I don't know how to get the attention I crave without hanging myself, and we are hardly living as husband and wife any more.
I have a major problem with associating sex and love as the same, and he is suffering major depression and other health problems that he won't have anything to do with intimate relationship, if he can help it. Least that is how it seems to me.
I smoother him, and I don't know how to give space, without feeling dispare, I thought a few times that I should not be living, I feel like dying when he is upset with me, and last time I could not follow through so I cut my long hair down to shoulder length for the mourning I feel, loss.
Thanks,
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