Posted by mmcconathy on March 20, 2005, at 14:23:43
Lately when i dont take my ADD, which i dont plan to continue....
When i try to do task, well a good example is a Credit By Exam i took for Spanish...., didnt take my medication, i breezed but i lost focus intensly, feeling of dysphoria i cant explain...
Usally when this happens, i have an opposite reaction to "comphensate" for this dsyphoria that occompanies me during times, my mind goes into complete stimulation, i have posted posts while i was experiencing this, feeling of exhileration exitement, which keeps me focused becuase im so "charged", it differ much from stimulant meds, which make me more non-responsive and introverted but focused. Thoughts flow faster than jets, multiple thoughts, feelings of confidence, but superfically, its still hard to deeply focus on topics.
Lasts depending on the situation, 30min-3hours. When i do slow down, i feel apathetic.
Adderall produces stimulation, but more of a sense to do "small stuff", complicated tasks, and repedious work, a feeling of stableness, tend to ignore stuff that usally intrests me, very large events get on my nerves, i reather be off outlining my problems in the library.....
I seem to control it, usally begins with inflated feelings of esteem, and exhileration, i think up crazy events to replace bordem, complete blast of energy, it feels good and exiting.Well, this post doenst have structure to it anyways,
i just wanted to ask if this relates to BI disorder.
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