Posted by Maxime on March 6, 2005, at 23:43:47
Okay, I am experiencing hypomania. Unfortunately the depression remains. But I have racing thought, irritability and I don't think I am going to sleep tonight.
Usually this happens 3 days before the FULL MOON. So I looked at the calendar and noticed it is three days before the NEW MOON.
Has anyone with BP experienced this? I can't handle this. I feel like I can write a novel right now and compose several symphonies. I am losing my mind ...
Damn. Damn. Damn. Guess it's time for the Thorazine. Yay (not). Puffy hands and feet and swollen breasts after only one dosage. Although I know it will stop the hypomania from escalating.This wouldn't be so bad if the depression would go away. Mixed states. How I can I be crying so hard and be so agitated at the same time. I don't understand it. I want the chemical warfare in my head to stop now. Please ....
Maxime
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