Posted by mmcconathy on January 31, 2005, at 11:14:28
In reply to Re: added question, posted by mmcconathy on January 30, 2005, at 18:49:27
Thank you for all your inputs, i need insight from other people that can give a diffrent view.
This happens usally out of the blue, sort of feel loose, and random thoughts will appear, if i dont react and tell myself, get ready for anything, it will continue to get more disorganized, so in a way, panic helps to get back.
Adderall when at 60mg didnt worsen it at all, it starts to reieforce thought patterns and corrects illogical thoughts, i feel in control of my mind. This is ironic, i know, since amphetamine can aggrevate psychotic symptoms, but not with me.
I discussed this with my psychiatrist, very in-depth describing how it works. When i start to feel "loose", i feel safe with having the adderall there to "pull together" my relations. Sorry, its complicated to explain.
My samples of Respirdal do tune out bizzare thoughts, but i feel mentally "numbed" and cant really express emotion, and does make it hard to keep up with paper work.
I need to find a treatment for now, until i know Chirst will heal me.
THanks for anything, at least there is someone who i can tell, and dont feel alienated.
God Bless
Matt
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