Posted by pretty_paints on January 30, 2005, at 11:43:05
In reply to Re: Feeling bad :( someone please answer??, posted by pretty_paints on January 30, 2005, at 10:31:14
ARRGH. I am going a little bit crazy. I'm feeling restless. Don't know what to do with myself.
The last time I felt like this was when I was in hospital, ON RISPERIDONE. Oh I hope this is not going to be similar to that. All I did was wander round aimlessly, restless as anything.
At the moment I'm going mad. I'm itching like a mad thing!! I've torn off my clothes coz it feels like there are insects inside them biting me. So I'm sat here in my knickers (lovely image there, ha ha) typing to you. The cream is useless. Grrr.
And I have just got the hiccups which absolutely tops things off.
I just don't know what to do with myself. So far this afternoon I've gone from lounging around on the bed, getting the video camera out and filming my dad making a blue-peter-type model of the big hill outside our house (ha ha - he really is), filming MYSELF moaning about how ill I'm feeling and how itchy I'm feeling and generally whinning on! Then I went and watched some Skiing championship on the tv for like 10 minutes, then I made some drinks for everyone but I've lost mine and now my tea has gone cold. Then I wandered round the house with my blanket round my head looking like a nun. Then I filmed myself pretending to be a nun. Hmm, I found it funny, no-one else did. Then I filmed my brother, who got annoyed with me and put his hand over the camera lens. Then I had a sudden thought that my blanket was causing all the itchiness so I shouved that in the washing machine. Then my dad got so fed up with me he ordered me to sit down and do some typing for him. Ha ha, that lasted like a minute. Then I was downstairs moaning to mum that I had nothing to do, so she suggested I wash the strawberries for tea. But I couldn't be bothered to get them out of the fridge. Dear oh dear.
So here I am now sat on my little stool in my knickers. Am I going crazy!!?!? Arrrghh. I think so. I'll be running naked round the streets next! Lol. Only kidding.
Anyway, now I am writing on here to you coz I'm so utterly bored. Expect me to write a good few more times before the day is through, if this restlessness continues.
Honestly, these stupid tablets :S....
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