Posted by Jeroen on December 23, 2004, at 16:13:48
hi, an update about my blepharospasm, i also suffer from photophobia
the geodon 20 mg (Time lenght 3 weeks 4 days)gave me this, but how can this photophobia (light sensitivity be treated)
this is weird.. i feel so helpless, i feel i wont have a future.. i havent tryed all options yet but im so sick of it. i have little energy left to fight back. i must have done something wrong in my previous life that will destroy quality of this GOOD LIFE ive been giving.status is: suffering from paranoia for 6 years since i was 14 years old (i actually felt the process of my receptors not working anymore, i was full of questions like do i have cancer am i suffering from a unknown disease, this taught went trough my head for 2 years then it went better as i focused on school) it was a strange experience, always trying to find a solution, then i came into psychiatry when i was 17, i was on tranquilizers addicted) got off it but was nightmare
now im 20 trying to be cured from this problem, i was open for medication for the first time in my life,, i took GEODON and it destroyed my life
i cannot go on anymore, also i am affraid to kill myself, i saw a man with a weird damaged eye in the clinic he looked at me and asked me something, his wife sat in a wheel chair in the psychiatric hospital.. i didnt feel that good afterwards when i saw that. then i was thinking of my own problem. i think god is wanting to tell me something, that im out of luck... there are people suffering more then me
i should never have tryed the geodon... my friend said be happy, you have food, parents. now im destroyed... im not the only one, but i wanted a quality life, return to my old friends, now its gonna be hell and sure beleive me im not the only one out there suffering
i have read on the internet that people with my condition feel suicidal,ABILIFY, GEODON, worst medication ever
i am allergic to these meds it seems, too late now
i had a strange feeling i was going to get something...
poster:Jeroen
thread:433426
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/20041223/msgs/433426.html