Posted by glenn on December 19, 2004, at 12:23:31
My last post on this must have got lost so I'll try again.
You asked what c has done personality wise ok here goes.
Rejection sensitivity down 95%, my last rejection I got over in 24 hours!!
Pretty good considering I used to pine/ obsess/ self critisize for months.
Ability to use cognitive therapy up 100%, it never helped at all previously, I used to feel trying to stop ANTS was like standing on a motorway trying to stop traffic by waving my hand.
Obsessing, lasts a lot less time, days at most compared to weeks.
Confidence - up greatly though 20 mg made me far too confident !!
Ability to shrug my shoulders and say - c'est la vie- up from none to very easily done.
Ability to hold off orgasm, from ok to unbeleivable!!
Ability to take critisism has increased and it does not now result in anywhere near so much self loathing if at all.All in all very positive, so much so that I only really take it now as I do not wish to return to the obsessive , guilt ridden , self critical oversensitive soul I used to be! And my doc knows and approves.
By the way I apologise if I was on your case , I was wrong, the only downside to this is that I can get a bit aggressive sometimes, but lowering the dose helps.Hope this is useful.
Glenn
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