Posted by linkadge on November 27, 2004, at 15:01:39
In reply to Re: How can your brain be damaged??, posted by denise1904 on November 27, 2004, at 14:31:19
I blame my inability to experience pleasure, and my constant feelings of suicidiality on dammaged serotonin receptors. If I hadn't taking the ultra high doses of SSRI's prescribed to me (which caused unnatural feelings of well being for a while) then maybe I'd have a receptor or two left to let me experience a little joy from time to time. Throughout this time, I was experiencing symtpoms of serotonin syndrome which the docotors ignored. It has been shown that when symptoms of serotonin syndrome are present, then there is dammage taking place to the serotogenic axons and terminals.
In exctacy users, serotogenic dammage was still present unameliorated for years after the users stopped using. Ie my state is probably permanent.
Sure I can babble on, that doesn't mean I'm emotionally well myself.
I experience hate, pessimism, anxiety, panic attacks, fear, insomnia, inability to laugh, crying spells, catatonic states (sit staring at wall for hours), no appetite, shaking, trembling, nausia, chills, and the list goes on.
Basically I want to die all the time.
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