Posted by B2Chica on November 21, 2004, at 15:06:47
In reply to Re: possible to be suicidal without being depressed ??, posted by linkadge on November 21, 2004, at 12:42:29
L.
i understand exactly what you are talking about. someone awhile ago mentioned that suicidal ideation is like opening a door. once it's been opened...
i agree in a way.but back to what you were saying. wow, can i understand. when you experience that 'beautiful moment', then CRASH... and a complete feeling of this is it...it's time. Very rationale and Very strong.
PLEASE RESIST!
for me it was harder to resist these urges vs. the ones when i was truly sad, depressed feelings. In fact one of many battles i gave in, luckily my OD was not a success.who understands...
Please take care L.
b2c.
> At the moment I don't even meet much of the criteria for depression either. I read an article on "rational suicide". Where people
> commit suicide because it seems like the logical thing to do.
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> Sometimes I feel extremely suicidal after something beautiful has just happened.
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> For instance, the other day I saw a beautiful sunset while listening to awe inspiring
> music. It was one of the most exquisitly beautiful moments of my life.
> Shortly after I had the most powerful feelings
> that it was time to go now.
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> The same thing happened a few days prior. I watched a move and laughed so hard I thought my stomach would explode. And again, shortly after I felt "well it's time to go now"
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> I don't understand it.
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poster:B2Chica
thread:418426
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