Posted by midwestgirl on November 20, 2004, at 0:40:42
In reply to Re: Any opinions about Trileptal?, posted by midwestgirl on November 19, 2004, at 21:35:54
And I forgot or just didn't want to talk about how much I hurt the people closest to me by being so obsessed with what I think they are doing to me because they are mad at me or hate me. I can't remeber how someone has helped the day before or the week before, all i focus is on that moment and if I think they are hurting me its like my world is ending. Its all black and white - no gray. Every little thing is a huge deal to me and its all about me. I hate thinking that i'm so selfish and I don't mean to be. My friends say I can be the greatest listener and advice giver and charitable person but then i turn into a crazy manipulative icky person. I hate that - especially because I only do it to the people I love and care about the most.
Midwestgirl
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