Posted by jerrympls on October 18, 2004, at 4:38:31
In reply to Re: I can't hold on....yes u can!! HELP, posted by crazychickuk on October 18, 2004, at 4:17:38
I have a therapist I see twice a week. He is a good man.
Everyone is stumped as to what to do with me and so am I.
I've been this depressed ON Effexor just as I have going off of it. What's wrong with me? Why am I like this? What did I do wrong? Is this all my fault? Am I keeping myself depressed? Why would I keep myself in such a state of unbearable horror? Why is it all my fault?
Is more ECT the answer? It destroyed my memory once - but is becoming a vegetable better than dying?
If I should go back on meds- which one? I have been on most of them all 2-3 times.
I cannot find anything worth living for - at least not living as I am living now. There is nothing else for me....
nothing
Jerry
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