Posted by crazychickuk on September 23, 2004, at 6:12:01
In reply to I AM BACK -------help please xDESPERATEx, posted by crazychickuk on September 23, 2004, at 6:06:12
Hello all, i have been away fro mthe computer so i havent been here for a while, sorry guys hope your all doing well, i am in need of some help..
I been of meds for like 2 mnths now and i am so depressed and dont feel at all with it, i dont wish to go on anymore meds cus i obsess over everyone i take just adds more problems, i am so afraid of losing my mind also, i am depressed, panicky and having nightmares and am afraid to sleep and i can not stop eating due to depression... My doctor just gave me effexor which i had 4 years ago for a few mnths for mild depression(gave me confidence after having a baby, as gr8) BUT i upped the dose which then i started to suffer with anxiety(stopped it right away) left a year then tryed ssri's, I have more effexor hear now wondering if it will actually make me better or add more problems....It feels as if every med i take adds more problems.. i was on remeron for like 2 years and i stopped it suddenly 2 mnths ago cus they changed from tablet form to soltab and i cant get on with the soltab, i was then giving dothiapin within a few days of stopping remeron and it made my heart flutter so badly i stopped after a week... What do i do.? I honeslty truely dont wanna take no more meds... BUT do i have a brain imbalance thats making me feel this way, is it coming of meds thats making me feel this way is my brain just adjusting? i feel i am losing my mind, i feel light headed, dizzy, tired, detached and depressed... nothing physically is wrong with me... what can i do? plse anyone...
thanks so muchLuv Donna
p.s.. for those who dont know me i am 23 yr old female, suffering from severe anxiety (used to be manic) depression (stared recently) panick attacks(severe) obsessions (mild), i have taking ssri's they dont work, tca's to many heart flutters, trazadone, effexor(first ever med for baby blues) edronix, AND remeron.. o and diazpam which now makes me more panicky when i take it.. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
thanlyou
o and i also been noticing the odd brain zap.. now and then..
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