Posted by linkadge on September 22, 2004, at 15:46:32
I really need to know now if I am bipolar or not.
I know that I do feel high sometimes, especially after going jogging and being on AD's the combo.
I know that I do get somewhat paranoid. Mainly on zoloft - and feelings of unreality. Mainly like things are too good to be true.
but I am mainly depressed and have been for the last ever. Zoloft was the first med that I didn't want to kill myself on, but I figured it was too good to be true and so I quit it and started taking epival.
I need to know. My main problem is my fear of taking tests. I freeze and get angry when I don't understand how to do the questions. I don't know if I have some obsessive problems but It is like I can't do things that I don't understand.
I just feel guilty sometimes for feeling good. It is like I think that I have to stop taking meds that make me feel good so that I won't get depressed later.
Linkadge
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