Posted by psychosage on September 21, 2004, at 17:40:51
In reply to Re: I am so messed up !! » linkadge, posted by ace on September 21, 2004, at 2:25:41
> > I just don't know what to do. I swiched celexa to zoloft. I don't know if it is making me terribly paranoid or what. The doctor recommened I add depakote which I tried but it gives me the worst headache in combination with zoloft.
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> > I was thinking of trying zoloft + depakote + zyprexa but I am just so stupid as it is with all this medication.
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> > I don't know what to do. I just want to die all the time.
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> > I don't understand. I got 90s in high school and now can barely pass in university.
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> > Perhaps its time to drop out and get a job at Mcdonnalds.
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> > It's just been such a long and hard road. Why must people invent a world that constantly tests the limits of human emotion.
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> > I just wish there was a quick way to kill myself cause living in fear all the time is just hell.
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> > Why does god do this to people?
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> > Linkadge
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> Hang in there buddy. You know we all care for you dude. I wish i could get over and help you now.
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> But please be patient....the black sky ALWAYS clears
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> Your mate in australia,
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> Ace
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hi linkadge!i hope you start feeling better. don't hope the meds "auto-pilot" your moods for you. we have to work so much harder to be somewhat sane and functional but the struggle is worth it. The point of the struggle is not to be able to experience pleasure all the time either. Perhaps you just having found activities, social or otherwise, or relationships that really fulfill you.
Keep on keeping on. You aren't the only one.
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