Posted by 4WD on September 8, 2004, at 22:13:58
In reply to Cymbalta Journal, posted by 4WD on September 4, 2004, at 15:58:30
I don't know if this is from the Effexor withdrawal or if it's because there isn't enough Effexor and the Cymbalta hasn't kicked in good yet or if the Cymbalta is making me anxious. I was even more anxious on no meds and on Paxil but I am pretty much freaking out. I was trying to tell how bad the ringing in my ears was and so I went in the closet where there was no refrigerator running, no AC running etc. The ringing was very loud and my head felt pressurized. I got out and now I'm so scared. I was scared earlier and went to get the Klonopin Rx filled but nobody had it in stock since it's the wafers (0.125 mg - can that possibly be enough to help anyway?)
I am really scared. There is no one here but me and now I'm crying. I'm so tired of feeling bad. And all the meds have side effects and I'm so tired of trying to cope with all this crap. I don't want to be on meds at all. I just want to be normal. I am so miserable. I don't usually have these attacks at night.
This happens to me every thime I go off effexor. I feel addicted to it like I'll never be able to get off. I hate it. I know it's only been 6 days on cymbalta but it hurts so bad. I feel so bad. I'm so tired of trying. I've put so much into trying to get better and done everything I know to do and I never get better. I'm so scared. At least I have smoe Zyprexa I can take.
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