Posted by pretty_paints on August 17, 2004, at 12:00:43
In reply to Re: Brave enough to talk about weight gain?! ;) » pretty_paints, posted by Larry Hoover on August 17, 2004, at 11:48:37
Well Hoover the Mover, thank you very much for sharing your story with me :)
I will appreciate some hunger I think! For months, Ive been so bored of food. I take hours preparing it, inbetween big sighs and crying fits (if some big drama happens, like, erm, I realise I've run out of ham..). Then I sit staring at it for hours, while flicking through Richard & Judy and all the daytime tv crap. And then when I finally get something in my mouth, I have no energy, so I can't be bothered to chew it. And it has no taste! Which of course makes me cry even more, because to loose one's taste is a tragic ordeal! And then, when Iv been sat feeling sorry for myself for a good, ooh, hour or so, my mum will come in and be like "Jeez kate, you've been nursing that (miniscule portion of) pasta for ages!! It must be stone cold by now".
Which, by then, of course it is.
And realising that, all the effort I put into the meal is now null and void, now that it has gone cold, I start to cry again!!
Oh haha. Bully for depression hey! Man, I sooooo need to keep my sense of humour about these things!...
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