Posted by cherylann on May 24, 2004, at 11:32:33
I've been two months without any meds except 1mg of klonopin at night. It's had a mild AD effect and still does. But I've got NO energy, don't want to hang out with my friends anymore, in fact I'm beginning to hate some of them (this is totally irrational, as they've done nothing to me)
I've tried all the tricks I've learned, directed thinking, positive thinking, NO thinking. If I could just get myself out to excercise, I'd feel better, but I just don't see the point. I want to feel joy again, I want to hang out with the girls and LAUGH, I want to joke with my kids again.
When I was on meds in February, I lost my best friend in a horrible accident. I grieved horribly, but was able to function. As soon as I stopped the meds, I felt like her death had happened all over again and I can't stop crying anytime I think of her. I can't even stand going in her house cuz she's all around and I miss her so much. This totally sucks.
So, I'll get to my question to anyone who can answer it. I need to go back on a med. Probably remeron, which has always worked for me. However, I'm worried about weight gain (the original weight gain has never come off) and am thinking about adding 25mg of zoloft with it. Is this a bad combo? I will call my doc about it, but it takes a few days for him (i.e. his nurse) to get back to me.
Thank you for letting me rant.
cherylann
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