Posted by Sad Panda on April 23, 2004, at 16:23:45
In reply to I am seriously medication Resistant, posted by 1980Monroe on April 23, 2004, at 15:29:50
> I take Adderall XR 30mg, Wellbutrin XL 300. Basically my point in this post is these medications really arnt effective, i have BAD ADHD.
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> Im so incredible frustrated and angry with myself because, just everything i do just done wrong! i forget all the time, about important dates and doctuments, my desk is an nuclear explosion, i make INCREDIBLE amounts of airhead mistakes such as screwing up my bill accounts/filling out doctuments/driving directions/ or sometimes when im talking with someone i cant focus clearly on what they are saying and look like i have a IQ of 80.
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> Yesterday i really did an airhead stunt, programmed the automatic mail stuffer to stuff 1500 mailers but with the wrong letters that paired with each other, my boss wasnt having an optimistic day either.
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> After i tried redo it, the machine broke, i yanked on the wrong cord was re-wiring them, and the machine came tumbling down. I was soo angry with myself, i wanted to pay someone to beat the shit out of me. Then almost wrecked on the highway, because i space out in turning lanes, ive gotten hit 2 times before, one was pretty bad, i should jsut classified as a hazard.
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> Somedays i take double or even triple doses of Adderall, the single dose hardly works. And the Wellbutrin is basically a placebo. I dont know what to ask, i just need advice on survival.
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>Hi There,
It sounds like you are having a rough time, that's for sure. Have you tried Dexedrine or Methidrine? Had any luck trying Desipramine or Strattera instead of Wellbutrin?
Cheers,
Panda.
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