Posted by SDA on April 19, 2004, at 1:24:34
In reply to Re: does it sound like my Zoloft is working? » psychosage, posted by SDA on April 19, 2004, at 1:05:46
> I have absolutely no idea if the Wellbutrin worked or not. Like I said, I don't think I was truely depressed back then. I was also too young to know any better.
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> As for the intellect/emotions thing: I'm currently at a top university majoring in physics. Obviously I value intellect VERY hightly. At the moment I don't feel terribly sad at all, just mentally crippled and physically ill.Scratch that. A wave of saddness just hit me, and I started spontaneously crying and comtemplating suicide. After about 5 minutes I was more or less alright.
Maybe I really am bipolar. Here's a little more backsotry that points in this direction:
As I said before, last year (my freshman year in college) I went off meds for the first time since age 11. I felt like a new person, and I liked it. On the other hand, a lot of weird things started coming up, although I didn't pay enough attention to them at the time. I somehow got into the habbit to getting only a couple hours of sleep on week nights, but still pulled off straight A's. My self esteem was also WAY too high, and I had the classic "racing thought" of a manic person. Perhapse my number finally came up, and the boom has finally gone bust on me.
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